I'm not going to be pulled down into the dark anymore.
I am not going to let anyone hurt me anymore.
Yes you hurt me. More than once, but fuck you. Fuck who you are, fuck who you are with, fuck what you have become.
I see clearly now that you were never my friend, that you were using me to feel better about yourself.
Well FUCK YOU.
I'm done with you and your bullshit, and I am moving on with my life. I will leave you in the dusty trail as I blaze ahead.
So when you see me on T.V. or hear my songs on the radio, remember that I tried. I gave you the benefit of the doubt and stayed by your side through all the shit you put me through.
Know that you had your chance to be my friend, but I will not make that mistake again.
When you see me again, know that I am happier without you in my life.
Know that you are not my friend, and know that it is your doing.
I am talking to you Josie.
This is my final farewell to you.
Because after this, I will never think of you again.
Don't bother calling me
Don't bother texting me
Don't bother EVER even HOPING to get my forgiveness.
I was there for you through all your shit, and you turned your back on me in my moment of need.
You abandoned me as I stood, helpless and lonely, crying in the rain and about to kill myself.
You told me you didn't want to talk, to call you back later.
And after that you never asked how I was and when you finally did, you made it about yourself once again.
And let your fat fuck of a boyfriend tell you that I was self absorbed, self centered, selfish, and that I am not worth your tears, and nobody would care if I killed myself.
My final words to you are...
You are not worth my time.
You are not worth my tears.
You are not worth my anger.
You are not worth my love.
You are not worth my hate.
I will never think of you again, and when you call me hoping to be friends, know in advance my answer will be,
"Who the hell are you? and how did you get this number? I knew a Josie once, but she is dead to me."
So goodbye, and good riddance.